Alone, Not Lonely

I am alone, but not lonely.  Actually I enjoy being alone most of the time. Not having to worry about anything. I am less anxious alone.

I feel drained after work, so I don’t want to talk to anyone.

I hate people in general but like them individually.

I don’t want to deal with other peoples crap. Cant stand small talk, to some it is polite, to me it is only a bore.

Surrounded me with people who will inspire me. Who will talk life with me. I don’t know many of those people. Im finding that im distancing myself again, not on purpose this time. But almost as if im trying to see who is willing to try.

I don’t want negativity, I have enough of that on my own.

I need people who will improve upon my solitude, not make me wish I was alone whilst in their company.

Being alone is a choice. I chose to stay in or go to places by myself. I’m less of a loner now because I take the dog out with me most of the time. I use her as an excuse to get out for hours.

Its too much hassle to organise other people, I’m too lazy to communicate. I know I have friends, I just lack the motivation to keep them.

There are many days where I just don’t want to talk with anyone, to remain silent and distant from everyone.

I thrive when I’m alone.

I am an introvert.

I need to recharge after being surrounded by people all day, it exhausts me.

To the few people who I love spending time with, I love you guys. You are the rare exceptions. Know that I vale you very much. Even when I don’t talk for weeks or months. I am still here, and I will be there whenever you need me. I am not silent out of spite.




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